2.12.07

My first meme

Joy tagged me and left me no choice but to comply ;D

Here are the rules:

1. Mention the person who tagged you and create a link back to them.
2. Copy-paste the traits for all the twelve months (see below).
3. Pick your month of birth.
4. Highlight the traits that apply to you.
5. Tag 12 people and let them know by visiting their blogs and leaving a comment for them.
6. Let the person who tagged you know when you've done it!

April is my birth month.

Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

The Twelve Months

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

Jashel, Mr. John, Kim, Maimai, Jun, July, Jhellai, Cathy, Kat, Momi Chen and Raffy... sorry but i have to tag you.

28.11.07

people are asking for updates here but since i am jobless for more than a couple of months now ive got nothing new to share. well there are, actually, only uninteresting to tell... i gained weight, im bored waking up each morning knowing there's nothing to do but to eat, play my old, i mean really old toys, doing my bathroom rituals (that include pleasuring my self like singing at the top of my lungs, making bubbles until the soap gets as thin as Jollibee's cheese in its burgers and some things i choose not to tell to save my ass from Mr. John's grins), daydreaming even during midnight until i get bored again and finally decide to sleep. See how jaded i am?
Seriously, im now on the verge of losing my already lost sanity. i dont know why but i just cant decide to leave this place that robbed my heart. one minute i decide considering the davao-based job offered to me and the next minute would make me feel really empty and sad. why on earth am i too unreasonable when getting a good-paying job these days is like licking a caramel ice cream in a half-full cone? will somebody get me a ticktock? duh...
i just dont get it. im hooked in here as if im destined to live here and die out of boredom. i sure can be at davao anytime i want to but im afraid i might take the first bus trip going back here the next morning. maybe im scared because there i will live on my own, sleep alone and sit in corners alone for 3 months since i cant have friends as fast as normal girls have. or i maybe i just dont know how to start again because i will miss the person. i dont know, the latter may be the reason why. hopeless romantic that i am, im now bound into living my life like a prisoner of my own unfavorable decisions.... or emotions...
before i end this nonsense write up , will somebody tell me why some dumb people think that "fluent" english speakers are smart when what they actually do is talk fast and desperately immitating THE stupid accent. wala lang, sometimes wala naman gud sa lugar ang uban. Peace!!!


12.10.07

i was the one who invented teardrops.... seriously.

i just re-read all the comments my ex-officemates wrote here... and now im really into tears. never did i cry this hard before. i miss my team, my friends and my boss/es. many said i made them laugh or happy but they just didnt know that they were really were the ones who made me love life inspite everything that has happened to me. i may be quite sometimes or stubborn always but god knows i love everyone of you.
im jobless and my heart is still robbed by that single person who i thought would powder my back when im in sweat, buy me pretzels and help me cut out the puzzles on its back package, wake me up with kisses and bring me toys as pasalubong. these things may also be the reason why im crying now. too hard that my eyes are hurting so much. when will i ever be happy? i hate opening this journal i have but i've got nowhere to go. somebody told me that writing helps but as for now its not working on me. help me dear lord. i miss them, i miss choochoo and i miss being happy. i wish i could write more but my hands just cant type anymore. wherever i maybe, i will never forget each one of you, especially you who taught me how to say i love you back when somebody says i love you.

27.9.07

To the people that ive learned to love in my 9 months stay here, this goes for you all....

You will always be in my heart.

Thank you

Jhellai
John
Anthony
Cathy
Raffy
Kat
Ching
Ferdie
Mykiss
Bai (Edgar)
Jun
Ate July
Jashel
MayMay
David
Chen
Miss Lia

And to the others who ive became friends with... Sorry i failed you guys. Buhbye! :)


Cai
ps Love you're work if you dont want to end up like me.
pps Thank you for everything Miss Lia and Mr. John.

same

20.9.07

Choo choo called about 12:00 noon today from Davao asking me what i want as pasalubong. I got excited i didnt know what to answer. I already got a list written inside my head because I know there would be such call.
I said i want lots and lots of jumpoods ( my baby term for junkfoods).

Well anyway, here's an 'excerpt' on our conversation:

Choo Choo: muoli nako. unsa imo ipadala?
Me: jumpoods na daghan
Choo Choo: ha? mao ra na?
Me: Why?
Choo Choo: sure ka? lain na lang beh. mapalit ra mana nato anytime oi.
Me: ikaw bahala oi.
Choo Choo: nge! pagtarong bah
Me: uhmm.. maghuna huna sa ko.. (seconds after) boxers na lang
kay sumo na kau ako boxers.
Choo Choo: ah ok. cge unsa na style?
Me: basta, kanang ganahan ko.
Choo Choo: nge! unsa man lugar imong ganahan? ambot nimo oi.
Me: Hmp ka! bye...

toot... toot.. toot... toot... toot...

Well Choo Choo, this is what i want.








I like this because ive always liked a heavenly blue one.










But I like this more... so butterflyly. plus the color is so sweet.













This i love the most! Super sexy with slits. Butterflied gihapon.












Pwede pod kani tanan! para walay away mahitabo. hehehe.

payawyawa ko beh.. just this once.....

some people are just born cowards. why not face me? after you made your own problems and get caught, why blame it to someone else? if you want you may face me. just stop acting like a gay. after all everybody knows what your reputation is. luma na na imo style. sounding as if battered just to win every newbies' heart. and if you're a real guy, go get yourself an undistorted girl. mao mga girls na naay problema ang unayon nimo para sayon ra nimo makuha noh?
i pity those who cried because of you, you who can't even afford a decent meal and yet trying very hard to look pitiful so the problematic girls may learn to like you. this is for you coward,,, BOOOO!!!

17.9.07

should i have posted this long time ago i could have been healed by now. im just not good at words, im not even good at expressing at all.
pain. when will i not experience pain anymore. my heart's tired, so tired im not letting any sweet efforts the person is doing or planning to do. it will just cause me more sufferings.
im happy during daytimes. i see my officemates, my friends and new faces. im happy doing my work catching my quota even if ive been trying to hit it for the past 8 months now. im happy making jokes and kidding around with my seat mates that they never believe i ever get sad.
but when i go home, in that four corners we shared to sleep every night, i cry silently. the person would just lie facing away from me. as if nothing's wrong. as if we still have a healthy relationship. i start to break the silence by hugging the person tight and whisper those three cute words i thought i will never get tired of telling. the person will just lazily answered back without doing any attempts to at least face me. i tell how much i want to be hugged back and how much i miss the days and nights when we never get tired after each long day of work that we still have time to cuddle and play around. but the person just sleeps. i cant even finished this whole thing up since i cant and wont mention the name. i hate love. god knows how i hate love now. if loving just makes me this sad, i wish i never have loved at all. i dont care anymore. i just want to continue life erasing every memory i have with the person. and i wish i know how.

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