i was the one who invented teardrops.... seriously.
i just re-read all the comments my ex-officemates wrote here... and now im really into tears. never did i cry this hard before. i miss my team, my friends and my boss/es. many said i made them laugh or happy but they just didnt know that they were really were the ones who made me love life inspite everything that has happened to me. i may be quite sometimes or stubborn always but god knows i love everyone of you.
im jobless and my heart is still robbed by that single person who i thought would powder my back when im in sweat, buy me pretzels and help me cut out the puzzles on its back package, wake me up with kisses and bring me toys as pasalubong. these things may also be the reason why im crying now. too hard that my eyes are hurting so much. when will i ever be happy? i hate opening this journal i have but i've got nowhere to go. somebody told me that writing helps but as for now its not working on me. help me dear lord. i miss them, i miss choochoo and i miss being happy. i wish i could write more but my hands just cant type anymore. wherever i maybe, i will never forget each one of you, especially you who taught me how to say i love you back when somebody says i love you.