To the people that ive learned to love in my 9 months stay here, this goes for you all....
You will always be in my heart.
Thank you
Jhellai
John
Anthony
Cathy
Raffy
Kat
Ching
Ferdie
Mykiss
Bai (Edgar)
Jun
Ate July
Jashel
MayMay
David
Chen
Miss Lia
And to the others who ive became friends with... Sorry i failed you guys. Buhbye! :)
Cai
ps Love you're work if you dont want to end up like me.
pps Thank you for everything Miss Lia and Mr. John.
same
27.9.07
20.9.07
Choo choo called about 12:00 noon today from Davao asking me what i want as pasalubong. I got excited i didnt know what to answer. I already got a list written inside my head because I know there would be such call.
I said i want lots and lots of jumpoods ( my baby term for junkfoods).
Well anyway, here's an 'excerpt' on our conversation:
Choo Choo: muoli nako. unsa imo ipadala?
Me: jumpoods na daghan
Choo Choo: ha? mao ra na?
Me: Why?
Choo Choo: sure ka? lain na lang beh. mapalit ra mana nato anytime oi.
Me: ikaw bahala oi.
Choo Choo: nge! pagtarong bah
Me: uhmm.. maghuna huna sa ko.. (seconds after) boxers na lang
kay sumo na kau ako boxers.
Choo Choo: ah ok. cge unsa na style?
Me: basta, kanang ganahan ko.
Choo Choo: nge! unsa man lugar imong ganahan? ambot nimo oi.
Me: Hmp ka! bye...
toot... toot.. toot... toot... toot...
Well Choo Choo, this is what i want.
I like this because ive always liked a heavenly blue one.
But I like this more... so butterflyly. plus the color is so sweet.
This i love the most! Super sexy with slits. Butterflied gihapon.
Pwede pod kani tanan! para walay away mahitabo. hehehe.
payawyawa ko beh.. just this once.....
some people are just born cowards. why not face me? after you made your own problems and get caught, why blame it to someone else? if you want you may face me. just stop acting like a gay. after all everybody knows what your reputation is. luma na na imo style. sounding as if battered just to win every newbies' heart. and if you're a real guy, go get yourself an undistorted girl. mao mga girls na naay problema ang unayon nimo para sayon ra nimo makuha noh?
i pity those who cried because of you, you who can't even afford a decent meal and yet trying very hard to look pitiful so the problematic girls may learn to like you. this is for you coward,,, BOOOO!!!
17.9.07
should i have posted this long time ago i could have been healed by now. im just not good at words, im not even good at expressing at all.
pain. when will i not experience pain anymore. my heart's tired, so tired im not letting any sweet efforts the person is doing or planning to do. it will just cause me more sufferings.
im happy during daytimes. i see my officemates, my friends and new faces. im happy doing my work catching my quota even if ive been trying to hit it for the past 8 months now. im happy making jokes and kidding around with my seat mates that they never believe i ever get sad.
but when i go home, in that four corners we shared to sleep every night, i cry silently. the person would just lie facing away from me. as if nothing's wrong. as if we still have a healthy relationship. i start to break the silence by hugging the person tight and whisper those three cute words i thought i will never get tired of telling. the person will just lazily answered back without doing any attempts to at least face me. i tell how much i want to be hugged back and how much i miss the days and nights when we never get tired after each long day of work that we still have time to cuddle and play around. but the person just sleeps. i cant even finished this whole thing up since i cant and wont mention the name. i hate love. god knows how i hate love now. if loving just makes me this sad, i wish i never have loved at all. i dont care anymore. i just want to continue life erasing every memory i have with the person. and i wish i know how.
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